Looking ahead to health. I will be strong. It’s life and death time. And it’s about time I choose life. Regardless of the consequences, I will be healthy. Mentally, physically, spiritually…it’s time I fix what I can, which is only what’s in my possession, my own heart and mind. No more no less. Forget the rest. There will be no more sleepless nights. There will be no more floor sleeping. There will be no more crying till I can’t breathe!