Last night I had a freaky dream about 5 year guy – the guy I dated for 5 years that ended 6 years ago. In the dream he and I were dancing. He was wooing me back and I was melting. Now I know that he could never melt me again and I know he would never woo me back so I don’t know if that dream meant anything but I remember the feelings I had in the dream. They were not feelings for the guy but strong feelings for the process. Slow dancing, being held in someones arms, being wooed – I miss the feelings of the process.